14 February 2009
Dogs in the Slums Who Become Very Rich
We're floating, hear that song. Even when I'm elevating, ripping away from the mud, memories speak louder than the present, and I get lost and deeper still. I'm sick of my self-rhetorical devices, but how will I reach the source, the knots, swarming in piles, waiting to be solved? I'm desperately growing up, and at the same time, enjoying the slow, painful process. Here I am, at the turn of the dial, at the transitioning point in my life, no, I've always been transitioning, but here, I am very aware. Do I really want to be at peace, or do I live to obtain my continuous thresholds of revelation? If God took the larger picture and put it inside of a frame and then put it in another frame and then another and so on, I might be in that zenith frame in the middle, waving at the universe, another fleck of dust seeking Nirvana. I am the Fox Confessor and the Bird Gehrl and 16, Maybe Less. I've danced with masked men, sang at weddings, and swam with Origin. I am the accumulation of a life experience that is embedded in a singular perspective, and I am not fucking ashamed. I'm living, don't touch me, no, I live I love present particle I am I be I I I.
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