03 February 2011

Write.

Write.

Get it off me.

This.

This pain.

I'm ashamed
around my inability
to be fiscally responsible.

I'm ashamed
that I let my life drop
and smash into pieces
simply because I didn't feel accountable.

So I lose jobs,
relationships,
myself, my privileges, my freedom to do things -
and it's a black cycle.

I don't feel safe, I am scared.

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